It's Christmas Eve Harry and it's still really hard to believe that you are not with us. I know how much you loved Christmas and would be watching all the Christmas movies on tv at the moment. They showed 'Bugsy Malone' this afternoon and I remember how you loved it and would laugh and sing 'we could be anything that we wanted to be'. Well darling, you could have been anything because you were everything to us. You mum sent me a beautiful candle and flower display from you and it will be lit all over Christmas just as you lit up all our lives. You are the best grandson I could ever wish for, just perfect in every way. I know you are looking down on us and you know that we love and think of you every single day. Until we all meet again. Love you forever, Nanny P. xxxxx